Random worries 2010

Fortune. It is all elusive. Mission .Completely confusing. Details are very boring .Writing . Very exciting.Task seems so difficult. Always the question what to write.There is so much happening in our own lives I don't understand why there should always be the question of what to write. The mind seems so clogged up with what is right and wrong what to write and not write that always it is in a state of utter confusion. Actually there is more to hide . The mind is not yet matured to handle honesty..We forget that everyday is a story.

I like the recluse of my workplace. It makes me forget the worries and questions of money.

Recently I have lost my mobile. There is no money to buy another. Getting used to life without the constant disturbance and reliance of the cell. Though I miss it when I cannot play games. My shoes hurt . It is tedious to walk every day that long stretch to work everyday.

I look at the others around me. Does everyone have worries? Long to go back to those days when all I had to do was tell mother of what I needed. How did she manage?